Sometimes I think to myself, am I a bastard or maybe a cunt? Do I need to get some morals or get my head looked at. Have I got a screw loose and some of the things I?ve done, a good person who cares would never do??? I mean who else fucks their best friends Gran, behind his back and behind the guy she is married too? I should of stopped right there, but you know what they say that along as your having fun when you are doing it, well I am. I am having fun, more fun than I ever have in my life. So why stop if I enjoy it? I don?t need to tell Craig I?ve fucked his Gran, it doesn?t affect his life, she's a grown women and she can do what she likes. If she wants to fuck a nerd then let her fuck a nerd, that just so happens to be me. I should of stopped there but I didn?t. Alisha his mother came round a few weeks ago concerned about her son and that he?s never with Caz anymore. I told her she had nothing to worry about, but she came back and was not convinced. She also said that I maybe a bad influence on him lol. As we got talking she said she had caught him watching porn and that she had been watching some of it.